so i get the concept about not carrying all of your old shit along with you, what i’m not so clear on is the method. part of my issue is that i denied things were happening to begin with. i would disassociate to a safe place outside of myself and hide. so, i’m trying not [...]
Archive for April, 2009
osho 2.0
Posted in old shit on April 20, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
osho
Posted in Uncategorized on April 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
“suffering is not holding you.
you are holding suffering.
when you become good at the art of letting suffering go, then you come to realize how unnecessary it was for you to drag those burdens around with you.
you’ll see that no one else other than you was responsible.
the truth is that existance wants your life to be [...]
doing it again
Posted in Uncategorized on April 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
oh for god’s sake. there i am doing it again. the self sabotage that maintains the damaged facade and keeps me from really having relationships. why can’t i just allow it to be good? or bad even, but just let myself feel safe enough to try. how do i know that either of them is [...]
